I am deserving of love.
I am deserving of life.
I am worthy.
I am beautiful.
I am intelligent.
I am powerful.
I am a survivor.
I am deserving of love.
I am deserving of life.
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February 2013
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December 2012
3 posts
the 'autistics shouldn't be born again' isn't a joke, it's a eugenics thing. its basically saying that autism should be ELIMINATED from the gene pool (and indirectly calling for the death of all asd persons because they're subhuman).
I’m aware. Well aware. Some points are so ridiculous however, that to do anything besides treat them as a joke bestows on them a validity they don’t deserve.
“Autistic people should never be born again”
Ummmmm… I’d say for most people, autistics included, being born once is enough. So, no, we shouldn’t be born again. :P OTOH, new autistics should continue to be born for the first time.
celestuna:
“Autistic people should never be born again”

Ummmmm… I’d say for most people, autistics included, being born once is enough. So, no, we shouldn’t be born again. :P OTOH, new autistics should continue to be born for the first time.
November 2012
1 post
October 2012
7 posts
I Want To Play A Game: OK, I've put this off long enough. →
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I miss you. I love you. I still do. All of you. I’m trying to let go, and I will. Even if I am doing some very stupid things in the mean time. I just want you guys to know, because I know you’re still reading this, I love you. I may be horrible at showing it, but I do. I tried…
Here’s the thing you seem to be missing. That you’ve been missing since the first time I told you. I’m not good enough. Not at all. Loving someone doesn’t make you good enough for someone. If you took me back, it wouldn’t be much better. I’m deficient as a human being. I can’t make myself better. No one can. I will never be good enough. I’m sorry. I really, truly, deeply am.
OK, I've put this off long enough.
I miss you. I love you. I still do. All of you. I’m trying to let go, and I will. Even if I am doing some very stupid things in the mean time. I just want you guys to know, because I know you’re still reading this, I love you. I may be horrible at showing it, but I do. I tried to warn you I wasn’t going to be good enough. I did. I’m sorry I couldn’t prove you right when you said I was wrong. I’m so sorry.
September 2012
60 posts
A conversation with my grandmother:
- Me: "Honestly, I'm tired. I'm tired of being lonely. I'm tired of feeling like no one understands me."
- Nana: "Just do whatever makes you happiest, and complicates your life the least. You're brilliant and beautiful. Once you graduate, you can do whatever you want!"
- Me: "I don't know that that's true."
- Nana: "Why?"
- Me: "I've been like this my whole life. I've suffered from depression since I was a child. I've tried everything. I'm tired of pretending anything will help. I'm tired of pretending I'm ever going to get better."
- Nana: "You're too young to think like that."
- Me: "........I don't have a reason not to think like that."
- when a girl wants to kiss you: she plays with her hair, looks down, fiddles with her fingers, and waits for you to make a move
- when a boy wants to kiss you: smiles nervously, tilts his head slightly, and waits for the right moment to make a move
- when i want to kiss you: i look at you from a distance, and start sobbing about how ugly i am and that i'll die with 80 cats, approximately
- when dementors want to kiss you: everythING GETS COLD AND ICY AND FROZEN AND YOU FEEL AS IF THERE IS NO FUCKING HAPPINESS LEFT IN THE WORLD AND THEN YOU FUCKING RUN BITCH RUN FOR YOUR SOUL